"Some days are made for rain"

Yesterday happened to be one day as if it was made jus to rain.And yeah it was by far the best rainy day in Hyderabad for me. I was on my way back in the evening to my room from the client site.Oh boy it poured out very heavily and within 20 min the roads were flooded.

Still puzzled abt how bad the drainage system is in most cities.Its not tht only Mumbai,even the other cities suffer when there is a heavy downpour.

Coming back to the rain there is a cool quote which says

Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet

well I planned to get wet, and there was almost 1 foot of water and I couldnt make out the difference between a manhole,ditch and the road.And no autorickshaws in sight.

And yeah the ppl who got most benefited out of the rain was autowalllas,the fares were double and yeah ppl who didnt mind payin it to get back home as fast as possible.

"HE paid my ransom"

I have to pen down this dream of mine I had yesterday.I used to have lot of dreams,but this one I remembered and stayed fresh in my mind.The dream had both the extremes.

In the dream I was swimming in filthy life I was njoyin life to the fullest.Often when I do sin I was reminded by someone tht am goin astray frm the path am supposed to walk.The other side another person shows me the pleasures of life and encourages me to indulge and njoy them.

My heart asks me to go after the momentary pleasure without looking into the aftereffects of it.As i swim in the pleasures of sin and njoy life without worry.Now then the same guy who encourages me to sin comes in all of a sudden and says "Now that you have njoyed and benefited the pleasures I have given,you must be my slave" and I think momentarily and show to him a sigh of displeasure.
He gets red in anger and yells that I have to be punished for sins I have committed.Now i get restless and feel deserted.There was no one around me who can stand by my side.I felt that my fate is sealed.I was about to be punished, and I was ruing inside me for taking the sinful path.

All of a sudden a man walks in and shouts at the dark funny dressed man and says "I have paid the ransom for him".I was totally taken back who wud want to take my side and protect me.I looked at him and there he stood with brightness and I could hardly see him fully,that much was his glory.

The dark man was shivering at the sight of the man in brightness.He again said to him "I have paid the ransom for him,leave him alone".And at the end of it my dream came to an end.

I woke up with a sense of happiness in my life and a new refreshing start.The dream did exactly match my life.I often fall for the momentary pleasure of sin and then regret badly for wot I did.
But one thing made me strong,even though I strayed away from GOD's presence HE was always faithful to me.I felt ashamed at not being faithful to HIM.

The only words ringing in my ears the whole day was "I have paid the ransom for him".The words have rejuvenated me.Truely HE is an awesome and forgiving GOD.

Cryptic Minds

Well I wish I would have the ability to read ppls mind.Often you wish u had tht superpower to avoid evil plans of ppl.Especially in corporate world it does help a lot.Often u want to know wot ur boss thinks abt u.Wot ppl who work around you thinks abt you.

Am jus puzzled its jus me alone conscious abt wot others think abt me or is it that everyone faces it.But I assure you ppl r very cryptic abt wot they say.Jealousy , ego plays a gr8 part in it.

Well I have to stop thinking abt wot others think abt me.I jus dont want to give a damn abt wot others think.After all am a human,I have my own weaknesses and yeah I cant be 100% perfect.

Sometimes being very innocent backfires as well, people take you for a ride.Well seriously I donno where to draw a line for myself ,I have been submissive most of my life,I neva stood up for my personal views or thoughts.When am I going to stand up and say a firm "NO" when it is needed.

I wish I have a magic wand which shows me ppl who wish the best for you.Coz the world and the ppl in it is cryptic and hypocritic.

Well wot keeps me driving is my conscious and Jesus.I jus want to stay sincere and truthful as much as possible.I got to stop worrying abt wot others think abt me.GOD gimme the confidence and strength to fight on this battle of cryptic minds.